Ghost in the shell
11.29.04 (1:24 pm) [edit]these are some pretty good songs. this one is Inner Universe, the opening song
[i]Angely i demony kruzhili nado mnoj
Rassekali ternii i mlechnye puti
Ne znaet schast'ya tol'ko tot
Kto ego zova ponyat'me smog
Nalybuites' nalyubuites
Aeria gloris, aeria gloris
Nalybuites' nalyubuites
Aeria gloris, aeria gloris
I am calling, calling now
Spirist rise and falling
Soboj ostat'say dol'she
Calling, calling, in the depth of longing
Soboj ostat'sya dol'she
Nalybuites' nalyubuites
Aeria gloris, aeria gloris
Nalybuites' nalyubuites
Aeria gloris, aeria gloris
Stand alone . . . Where was life when it had a meaning . . .
Stand alone . . . Nothing's real anymore and . . .
Beskoneshnyj beg . . .
Poka zhiva ya mogu starat'sya na letu ne upast'
Ne razuchit'sya mechtat' . . . lyubit' . . .
. . . Beskoneshnyj beg . . .
Calling, calling, for the place of knowing
There's more than what can be linked
Calling, calling now, never will I look away
For what life has left for me
Yearning, yearning, for what's left of loving
Soboj ostat'sya dol'she
Calling calling now, spiris rise and falling
Soboj ostat'sya dol'she
Calling, calling, in the depth of longing
Soboj ostat'sya dol'she . . . [/i]
and this one is a good one from the series, sung by Ilaria Graziano. she worked alot on this cd, and some on wolfs rain, plus alot more. she has a really beautiful voice, which is what makes her songs so much better. (its in english lol) called "where does this ocean go?"
[i]all day the city's selling something
always, the busy people spinning 'round
busier
dizzier
'til they go back home to somewhere
and taxies stop to say "hello"
"want a ride? I'll take you there"
"to anywhere, just tell my driver"
the sun is casting shadows
an afternoon is fading
I ask, but no one knows
the answer to the question
my life is like an island
where does this ocean go?
shyly, a wino sips his wine
slowly, cause to him that is all that matters
he sees a cat he knows so well
now sleeping on a bench together
a woman waiting by herself, selling flowers
"please buy some, so i can help my daughter, will you?"
the man with spider eyebrows
is standing on a corner
"who wants to see a show?"
his head looks like a melon
he turns into an alley
then stops to blow his nose
sky is filled with neon
the buildings stand electric
and almost seem to glow
want answers to the question
my life is like an island
where does the ocean go?
I really want to know
my life is like an island
it's time for me now to fly
where does the ocean go? [/i]
Last Exile
11.28.04 (11:56 am) [edit]i just finished watching the last episode of last exile (haha), and may i say it was awesome. Last Exile has officially become my second favorite series, coming close to beating out wolf's rain. alex snapped her neck! it was awesome. then he died. i didnt want him to die, he was cool. but it went well with the story. i like the mysterion they had; the 4 poems; they activated exile.
What lies beyond the furthest reaches of the sky?
[i]that which leads the lost child back into its mother's arms...Exile[/i]
The waves that stain the land in gold;
[i]the breath of blessings that nurtures life; the land of wheat;[/i]
The path upon which the angels walk;
[i]thou art the path of the winds; the Grand Stream[/i]
What lies beyond the furthest reaches of memory?
[i]where everything is born to and where everything returns; the blue star[/i]
that was such an excellent show. keeps u entertained every second of watching. i got a new way to sign out my posts and such-
[i]to the sky...[/i]
Ghost in the Shell
11.27.04 (9:13 am) [edit]hey all! ive been watchin ghost in the shell: stand alone complex while it airs, and i must say it is a pretty good show. i have the OSTs from it, those are pretty good. the opening song is crazy awesome. theres this one song on it, called be human. its pretty sad. about a robot that wishes he was more human so he could do alot of things. lol its a good song
neways, its saturday! i keep thinking is sunday cuz we had 2 days off. it confuses me
now it is thnxgiving
11.25.04 (11:49 am) [edit]happy thanksgiving to all! turkey day! everyone loves turkey. turkey with the stuffing and mashed potatoes. and other stuff i cant remember. yum. haha
i cant wait till xmas now that tthnxgiving is here. hopefully, il get enough money so i can get all the manga i need to get. theres alot i need to get. i count 13 so far, but im sure theres others i cant remember. grrr i hope they got specials lol. (grr?)
have fun all~
now it is thnxgiving
11.25.04 (11:48 am) [edit]happy thanksgiving to all! turkey day! everyone loves turkey. turkey with the stuffing and mashed potatoes. and other stuff i cant remember. yum. haha
i cant wait till xmas now that tthnxgiving is here. hopefully, il get enough money so i can get all the manga i need to get. theres alot i need to get. i count 13 so far, but im sure theres others i cant remember. grrr i hope they got specials lol. (grr?)
have fun all~
i tried to write something
11.22.04 (1:32 pm) [edit]It was dark, and the floor was damp from the ongoing rain. The sound of the droplets echoing off the corridoors and the feeling of them pounding onto my body was enough to drive anyone insane, but i was not bothered. I was worrying about more important matters. My right arm held tightly against my chest as blood steadily flowed outward, my left grasping tightly onto my sword. Yet still, my mind was focused on another.
I wondered the fate of my comrades, of [i]her[/i] fate. Every second of sitting there was torture as my mind was riddled with questions. Were they alive? Was she? Why couldnt i protect her? Was that really all i was capable of? Tears filled my eyes when i recalled what had happened. Not from of the animosity of the battle. Not from the insatiable pain that washed over me when the blade pierced my torso. Seeing her anguished look on her face as i failed to keep my promise... i had failed to protect her. My near-to-present death was nothing compared to this pain.
I cant take it. I wont. I grabbed onto a protruding ledge and tried to bring myself on my feet. The pain was unbearable as blood spilled faster from my wound due to the strain. Woozy, i almost collapsed. My right arm was starting to go numb, yet all the while my left never loosened its grip. I couldnt. My motivations werent revenge. I only want to see if she was alive. And I will protect her no matter what. I stake my life on that.
Yay i wrote something incredibly short!!! part of my series i plan on writing. what do u think? be truthful~
wind
11.21.04 (8:29 am) [edit]you heard it too didn't you?
the voice of the wind.
yea! samurai deeper kyo is awesome. great series. i wanna see the anime now. i got up to volume 9 of the manga.
next post, im gonna try to actually write something! ah ha
almost thnxgiving!
11.19.04 (11:03 am) [edit]hello to all my loyal readers(total:1)! lol. <--thats me>
i havent posted in a while. ive been busy with school, last exile, and halo 2. that game is so amazing. playing on the hardest difficulty (legendary), there is a very big challenge difference between that and the second highest difficulty. i mean, im cruizin thru it so i switch to legendary and its so impossibly difficult. im makin due tho.
i saw an awesome movie today- the cat returns. it was a really good movie. this is what its about:
theres a girl named haru, and she saves a cat from bein hit by a car
and the cat stands up and thnks her
and she gets freaked out and that night a large parade of cats comes to her house to thank her for saving the cat prince's life
then they start doing nice things for her but its cat things, like mice and stuff, and she wants them to stop
but a messenger comes and tells her shes been invited to the kingdom and that shes arranged to be married to the cat prince
and then shes told to go to some cat office to get help from it
then they go there and she starts turnin into a cat. i wont tell u guys no more, its a very good movie tho
breaking point
11.14.04 (4:34 pm) [edit]he sits her down in the chair, she doesnt know whats going on. i look over to him, and he gives a nod. i begin talking. 1 hour later, shes crying. after that, i begin to rebuild. within a total of 2 hours, she's thinking what i want her to think and believes what i told her to.
u may think this is a movie or book, but it kinda actually happened. we were talking about how the fbi can "break" people, like break down their mind and rebuld them from mush. i saw it on tv, thought i could do it. he said no, and set it up. i did. first, i felt like it was so awesome. i actually did it! it was really cool. then i felt pretty bad. swore to never do it again. i havent! lol.
neways, i got halo 2 and some new manga. thats y i ahvent been on in a while. also, been watchin last exile. thats such a great series. it may be better than wolfs rain. i doubt it tho. the ending theme song with video is really really good. i want that song. good thing im getting the osts!
also, about that auras and feelings thing i did. the part about what impressions u get was right. but, it may not be possible to change that, it probably is. but i may be just changing my animosity. idk yet. gotta test it
halo 2!!
11.09.04 (3:04 pm) [edit]holy bejeezus halo 2 is the freakin greatest multiplayer game ever!!!! pistol smg dual wield and the carbine rifle!!! ooo those r the best weapons. i still havent found one weapon... the super 1 hit kill covenant weapon i cant remember the name of.
wolfs rain is back on!! yea i can watch it again! lol and also more i got last exile!!
super milk chan!!
11.08.04 (2:26 pm) [edit]did anyone else see that show last night? wow, that show makes absolutly no sense. its pretty funny tho. i like the begining and end themes. awesome techno japanese song with words such as vee vee vee vee and sushi! lol milk is so mean. its a pretty good show. the special they played b4 it tho, with the quest for ultimate hair. even more random, but a hell of alot funnier. i wanna see that again. action hot dog go! lol. last exile tommorow, if i can find time and not play halo 2 (haha i doubt it)
song
11.07.04 (3:25 pm) [edit]omg!! this song is awesome!!!!! im listening to it on some japan radio site. its crazy. in case u didnt know, i have no idea for posting, so this is it. i wish it was christmas!!!!!! grrr!!! halo 2 in 1 day! ONE DAY!!!!!
last exile
11.05.04 (1:15 pm) [edit]yes! im pretty happy right now. im finally gettin to wacth Last Exile! last exile is an anime ive been wantin to watch it for so long. now i can!! its pretty cool, the music is awesome too!!!
love
11.05.04 (10:14 am) [edit]love is the greatest feeling someone can ever feel, and everyone will feel it eventually. it seems to me, that there are 2 kinds of love- happy love and sad love. happy love is when u love someone and they love, its the greatest feeling one could ever feel. sad love is when u love someone, but they dont love u bak, and it tears at ur heart and effects all of ur emotions. even so, id give anything to feel either one.
it just seems that whenever ur in love, things seem better. allow me to bring in anime. people who love anime, or anime addicts, are always happy. i dont know y, but they are happy and bubbly and very easy to get along with. (i propose everyone start watching anime, no more depression!!!). thats how it is with love.
when u feel happy love, u are unpredictable. when u are in sad love, u are desperate. basically, its the same thing. that is the only tie to war that love has (if uve ever heard the phrase love is war). either way, its dangerous lol
Soaring
11.03.04 (6:18 am) [edit]if u hadnt guessed by now, i really want to fly. screw planes, u need to fly free!! how awesome would it be to like sprout really cool angel wings and just start flying? this is another song from Kiki's Delivery Service-
My heart is ready to beat
I can feel the wind underneath my feet
I'm gonna jump over the moon
hands in the air, waving up like a balloon
I'm free as a bird
lost in the stars and waving down to earth
don't know where I'm gonna land
but you gotta wobble up before you stand
I'm soaring
I'm alone and on my own
I'm soaring and I know my heart will lead me home
Just look in my eyes
can't you see I'm not the same today
I can see farther now, step off the edge
I'm making my own way
don't know where I'm gonna land
but you gotta wobble up before you stand
I'm soaring
I'm alone and on my own
I'm soaring and I know my heart will lead me home
And I know that I gonna touch the skies
I'm soaring
I'm alone and on my own
I'm soaring and I know my heart will lead me home
im gonna fly
11.02.04 (4:54 pm) [edit]the ending song from Kiki's delivery Service. such a great song:
One day the whole world looks like an open page.
And you've been dancing as fast as you can,
With a smile on your face.
Then the Earth and the sky they open together,
And carry me away as light as a feather.
Chase the clouds from the ground in the big blue sky.
Don't wanna watch it all go by, so I'm gonna fly.
Higher than I ever could.
Feel the wind blow through my hair,
Feel the sun dance with the moon.
And my feet can't stay on the ground any longer,
With every leap of faith I feel a little stronger.
Wanna swing from a star in the big blue sky.
Don't wanna watch it all go by,
So I'm gonna fly.
And see for myself what it looks like from up there.
And taste the star dust in my mouth,
Chase the clouds until they disappear.
And if I can make just one life better,
Bring a smile to your face when you're under the weather,
Then I'm feelin' like I've finally found my home.
I'll plant the seeds and watch them grow.
And I'm gonna fly.
Fly. Fly. Fly.
Higher than I ever, ever could.
I'm gonna fly.
I'm gonna fly.
Higher than I ever, ever could.
auras and impressions
11.01.04 (1:44 pm) [edit]have u ever had the feeling about something but u wernt sure, or u "sensed" something else? thats an impression, or sometimes an aure. not a spiritual one, physical.
well, i found out the basics of that, and how to change it. when u can "sense" something, ur body picks up small changes in ur surroundings that ur mind recognizes as something it is familiar with, but dont know what yet. for example, u can tell when someone is about to hit u. ur eye sees miniscule movements and changes; their muscles tense, differences in the way they stand and walk, differences in their breathing, and many other changes. u get the feeling they are about to hit u. since u dont know 100%, that is y it is a feeling.
this also works for people. certain people give off certain physical "auras", which is much like the same. for example, ill use bullies. bullies pick on kids that cant defend themselves. how do they know they cant defend themselves? becuz the kids know that they cant. subconsciencely, they give off the feeling that they cant defend themselves, becuz they know they cant. they know they wouldnt do well in a confrontation. the bullie kid gives off an aura of just the opposite. its a neverending loop, both reacting on each other.
what i have discovered, is how to change my own aura, or impression, for what others will percieve. this basically works with anything u can think of. by making slight changes in the way u stand, walk, breath, and facial expressions, u can give off different impressions. this can be used to help defend from bullies and such by not getting into any confrontation at all.
recently in the news, there have been notice of "human lie detectors" this works on the same principals. these people can pick up changes better than others, the small changes being what people do when they lie. i dont know if itl work for anyone else, but it works for me