what i got
04.27.05 (3:06 pm) [edit]hey i got my paycheck! so being forced to buy something, this is what it was:
Cowboy bebop the movie
Jade empire, xbox
Phantom Dust, xbox
Sakora refugees vol 1
Samurai deeper kyo vol 12
get backers vol 8
Wariors of tao vol 4
Dears vol 2
Tsubasa reservior chronicle vol 5
Battle angel alita vol 1
Remote vol 5
Pilgrim jager vol 2
and thats all! i havent read all he books yet, but warriors of tao ended on vol 4. such an amazing series. great book.
jade empire is an awesome game. whoever is into those kinds, u should get it. very very good
some movies
04.22.05 (7:18 am) [edit]well, as long as i sit here bored im gonna post some of my favorite movies. not in any particular order, mind you.
Princess Mononoke,
Nausicaa:In the Valley of the Wind,
Labyrinth, Surf Ninjas, Big Fish, Spirited Away, 3-Iron, Howl's Moving Castle, Cowboy Bebop:The Movie, Willy Wonka's CHocoloate Factory(who doesnt love this movie?), Once Upon a Time in High School, House of Flying Daggers, Robin hood:Men in Tights, Ong Bak: The Thai Warrior, The Matrix, Perfect Blue, and i guess thats about it. theres more, but i cant think of any
boredom is not my friend
04.21.05 (12:35 pm) [edit]immso bored right now. very bored. my cuzin is on vacation, and my friend is also still in florida. and im stuck home on my vacation watching my little sister. basically this was my day. i woke up around 11 am, and i went on the comp. i made a cd, then took a shower and ate lunch. then i played some halo 2. not online, cuz i dont have xbox live. then, my cuzins came over and my sister and them played. they went home, and i went on the computer again. then i went to the store and got some fritos. now im here. im bored. i want to do something. i want my friend to come back from florida so i wont be bored anymore!!! ::crying::
who wants to hear my story of unfair? it all started a few weeks ago, on sunday.
sunday- i started job training at subway
monday- i went to drivers ed after school
tuesday- more job training
wednesday- more job training
thursday- my only day off!! and i injured my ankle by dropping a 70 lb slate on it. it sucked
friday- i went to my first day of work from 6 pm-12 am. on my injured ankle
saturday- work from 3pm- 10 pm. on an injured ankle
sunday- worked from 6-10 pm. injured ankle!
monday- drivers ed
tuesday- i went to my friends house! yea finally some fun
wednesday- my friend went out. i stayed home with my ankle
thursday- drivers ed
friday- work, last day of school till vacation
saturday- work, i got sick!!! wtf??? on vacation?
sunday- work, sick
monday- sick
tuesday- nothing to do
wednesday- nothing to do
thursday (today)- im bored! bored bored bored bored bored! 4 days of boredom i cant stand it.
and thats my story.
bored
04.20.05 (1:24 pm) [edit]im so bored! BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED !!!!! ::crying:: y wont my friend come back from florida faster so i wont be bored no more??
hey its now
04.19.05 (3:52 pm) [edit]yea! im watchin cowboy bebop the movie right now! excellent movie. its on my top 10 list. hell, maybe even my top 5. one of the greatest movies ive ever seen. excellent plot, excellent storyline, extrememely memorable characters (esp. if uve seen the anime as well), and incredibly awesome action sequences! and music. the music is great too. i might have to get this movie. im surprised i dont have it yet
kinda weird
04.18.05 (2:06 pm) [edit]finally, im getting better and my ankle is too. i can almost run! and jump! lol. now i get this whole week for rest and relaxation. kinda sux with my friend in florida tho...
anyways, on to my point. my cuzin was reading all these horoscopes for this month, and she told me mine. it said that an "old flame will try and get back together with you. remember that they are ex's for a reason"
im like, sure whatever. i dont believe in that stuff anyways. but then... i got home. and since my friend is at florida and im all sick and still injured, i ddint feel like going anywhere. so i went on the computer, and lo and behold who was online? an ex! woot lol. she started talking to me again, and kinda made plans to hang out again. kinda weird, but it seems harmless. but now i am older and wiser, and know what to do and what not to do! lol yea right im still a immature dumb ass with no common sense. but hey, im dam lucky.
i feel like crap
04.15.05 (11:29 am) [edit]just as the title implies, i do, in fact, feel like crap. my ankle hurts, im sick, and im tired. and i have to work tonight. then wake up early, go to the dentist, and work again. it sux. i feel like crap just from being sick. my nouse is all stuffy and i keep sneezing. and then i sneezed so hard it felt like i broke my floating ribs.
anyways, i read Skyy's blog, and she had a list of things to do b4 she dies. so heres my list:
12 things to do b4 i die:
1. go skydyving.
2. strap myself to a chair with a parachute, go into a tornado.
3. Hunt down the El Chupacabra of mexico
4. Travel back in time
5. meet Takeru Kobayashi, 3-time Nathans hot dog eating champion.
6. find the Ultimate song. (the greatest song in the world)
7. watch every anime my friend owns (that is ALOT)
8. Own and watch every movie made by Hayao Miyazaki
9. break someone's kneecaps
10. Successfully perform the "Pressure Attack"
11. Do the waterfall training (where u sit cross legged underneath a falling waterfall for a long time. its very hard, causes alot of fatigue)
12. Save someone's life (possibly more than 1, possibly die while doing it. its much cooler that way)
what to buy
04.13.05 (11:45 am) [edit]im getting my firts paycheck soon! yay!
but i dont know what to get. my parents told me its a rule that i have to spend my first paycheck, so i was like ok. i was gonna save it but...
but what do i get? thats the problem. with about $120-150, its hard to decide. heres my options:
Cowboy Bebop the movie $20- excellent, excellent movie. it might be good to ahve so i can watch it again
Phantom Dust $20- a video game which i was told is very good. but i dont know if id like it, it seems like i would.
Kai Doh Maru dvd $20- a movie which looks to be good. but the running time is only 40 min. is it a waste of money?
nausicaa manga 1-7 $70 total- the movie was excelltn, but only 1/4th of the entire series. ive been looking for this manga for a while, but i could always just wait to get it
Hakkenden: Legend of the 8 Dog Warriors dvd box set- $55- all 13 ovas of the entire series, 420 min in all. ive never seen the series, but it looks very good.the problem is i might not like it. some reviews say the animation is terrible, some say it is beautiful. i dont know
Whisper of the Heart dvd-$20- another miyazaki movie. looks good to me, but im not sure
Porco Rosso $20- another miyazaki movie- does not look good. in fact, i think the premise is stupid. but most people say its one of his best. it might be, i dont know
some other video game i might like when i see it $20-50- who knows, really?
Other manga $30-60- i also have a gift card that i just found. unknown amount on it too. is there any i want tho?
so i can get any combination os them as long as it doesnt increase over the amount. but i dont know which ones i want. any suggestions?
weekend taken over
04.10.05 (6:16 am) [edit]u heard it right! the weekend has been taken over!
well, mine at least.
i stayed home from school on friday cuz of my ankle, tried to ice it some more to get it better. which worked, until i went to work. but b4 that, i was bored out of my mind. i tried to go on the computer, but we have these gay wireless mouse adn keyboard, which we dont need cuz its right in front of the computer!!!! and the bateries died in the mouse. i didnt feel like switching back and forth between the 2, and i didnt feel lke navigating with the keyboard. so that was out. then i playeed video games. i beat this one game, Breakdown, which had a very good ending. so good, i didnt want to play any other game. then i watched the movie 28 Days Later. excellent movie. now the new hotness is Survival Horror genres! which is why i want to get Doom 3, the game. ive been told its good. and i want to get silent hill 3. which ive also been told was good. well, then i went to work from 6-12. i had to learn how to close the store among other things. it became dead around 10, and we finished everythign around 11. so nothing to do for a whole hour while time passed incredibly slow. and walking just made my ankel worse. which was bad for yesterday (saturday) while i worked 7 hours. good thign today is only four, then thats it for this week.
lol my ankle is all bruised it looks funny. for halloween this year, im gonna be a Goth Kid! those people are scary, not cuz how they look, just cuz they have no life. that should be fun
and becuz i want it to be long, heres some song lyrics-
Another Grey Day in the Big Blue World- maaya sakamoto
And now she wakes to another grey day
In the Big Blue World
And her room's a tiny cage for a golden bird
O where did love go?
And now the baby, that looks like him,
Starts to cry again
And again, again, eternally over again
Do rivers ever end?
Count a thousand drops of rain
Washed down the drain
Is life the same, in a way?
Catch the bus that never comes
Clouds block the sun
Is life the same, in a way?
What will tomorrow bring?
Will birds sing?
And now the flowers in the window box
Seem to bow their heads
As she sits and stares with eyes, sad circles of red
where did love go?
Never a letter or a call
A knock upon the door
So much like life, in a way
Watch the hands move round the clock
Tie time in knots
Life does the same, in a way
What will tomorrow bring?
Will birds sing?
Let the birds sing!
And now she sleeps in an empty bed
Through a starless night
But she dreams of snow-white doves
Bringing branches of love
maybe that's enough
Count a thousand drops of rain
Washed down the drain
Is life the same, in a way?
Catch the bus that never comes
Clouds block the sun
Is life the same, in a way?
Never a letter or a call
A knock upon the door
So much like life, in a way
Watch the hands move round the clock
Tie time in knots
Life does the same, in a way
What will tomorrow bring?
Will birds sing?
music rules my life
04.07.05 (4:37 pm) [edit]yep. its true. the 2 things i base my life around: what i believe to be right (aka religion), and music. i canot live with out either one. music for sengu, is more important than water even. every morning i always listen to my cd player. theres always a song playing in my head. as im goimng to sleep, radio is on. any time i can i will be listening to music! lol i love music alot
hey hey
04.07.05 (12:31 pm) [edit]well, work is pretty good now. now that i know what to do, its easier. although im still slow at it lol. i found out y i hated it. its cuz the firts day i was put with the 2 best workers there, who wanted nothing to do with me. basically, watching them made me feel like i sucked lol. that, and they refused to help me in any noticble way. which sucked. but now tis pretty fun.
in school, we have to right a play. ours is about a hijacked crusie ship transporting weapons, and me and my friend are the terrorists. im a canadian/mountie pirate terrorist! which means i have a pirate accent, a canadian accent, and a horse! lol my friends got the coconuts like in monty python for the horse. my friend is an austrian terrorist, so he gets to do a arnold schwarzineggar voice. i cant spell that lol.
and today, while moving those 50+ lb stones, one fell onto my ankle!!! owwww!!!! it hurts!!! idk if its broken, fractured, or nothing, but im pretty sure its someting. cant walk, excrutiating pain when moving it, cant put ice on it cuz somehow it hurts worse, but no biggie. i mean, i can handle it for now. i dont like complaining lol.
hey! i discovered while answering the phone right now, that walking around on one foot helps the pain go away! woot! lol
and thats about ti for me right now
good and bad
04.04.05 (3:00 pm) [edit]today i got my ddr pad! im so happy
and ive been in drivers ed. thats alright.
and i finally got a job. i dont like it. i work at subway. subway right now is too hard. ive only started training tho. too many things to remember and read. hoepfully il get the hang of it.
my entire week is messed up tho. sunday, work. monday drivers ed. tuesday and wednesday, work. thursday, drievrs ed. friday- sunday, work. monday, drivers ed. gahh!!!! i hate it. too much stuff.
and heres a poem i wrote again, its for evil(eye)!
True Love is Backwards
She said hello
I smiled
From this moment on
I needed her
She said hello
She showed me her smile
So beautiful,
I felt unworthy
I dont know why
She showed me her smile
I was afraid
What should i say?
The smile in her eyes
It told me that she knew
I was afraid
I said hello
She looked at me
Her face was conten
All because
I said hello
now read it backwards, from teh bottom up! this was hard to write
I Hate Myself and Want to Die
04.01.05 (4:40 pm) [edit]Sadness fills the morning air
Another day, so much despair
I call out, how i try
Once again, there is no reply
Death and dying, dreaming of both
living in pain, which finds me the most
Reality floats by as if its a dream
It seems nothing should mean what it means
Did i ask for this life?
Was i given a choice?
Surrounded by darkness, where is my voice?
What have i done?
COuld there be such a sin,
TO give me this sad life that i live in?
It's hard to explain
I dont expect you to comply
Nothing feels the same
When you hate yourself and want to die
a poem, by me, Senguthewolf, for school lol