secret society
05.31.05 (4:43 pm) [edit]hanging in a hammock and trying to hold on while they spin u around full circle... hard to do. painful as well
its 1 day till my birthday!!! yay!!! ::singsong:: its almost birth~day its almost birth~day yay for me almost birth~day!
o yea, and i want to start a secret tblog society. doesnt have to be all tblog. its like a private club, and u get invitations. probably meet online every friday or so, at a time. conduct meetings, have discussions, good times and whatnot. itl be like we are the [u]masters][/u] of this site. and it could be online and stuff, secret handshakes and all. chat with IMs and lots others. its in the process right now. so look for invites!!! form me!!!!
waiting
05.28.05 (12:32 pm) [edit]im wiating... my birhtday is in less then a week! woot! thursday yea! upon reading in all these magazines with new FF7 games coming out, and another musashi game (Brave Fencer Musashi was one of the greatest rpgs ive ever played. a sequel? when i found out i almost had a seizure). Musashi: Samurai Legend!!! that, and all of these other awesome rpgs ive seen. all for... PS2?? the only system i dont have grrr. so i figure its time for me to get one. screw ps3 and xbox 360. il wiat till the prices drop to like 150, 200 around there. i want chaos legion
and, i want to get the Nausicaa manga. the movie was excellent, and its only 1/4th the entire series.
also, i cant wait till senior year at school. yea, im a junior. schools almost over, and next year is the last. sigh. for my senior 12 page thesis paper for english. thats what im waitin for. i cant wait to write it. i guess im gonna choose one of these topics:
discuss all posible methods of time travel and effects
or
prove that no one else exists in reality but me
i cant decide.
good and evil
05.25.05 (9:44 am) [edit]the philisophical balance. portrayed in books, movies, stories, and everyday life, the fight between good and evil continues to this day. but is there really such a thing as evil? if u think about it, certain opposites arent really opposites. dark is the abscene of light, cold is the abscence of heat. actually physicallities of dark and cold do not exist. i believe this to be the same for evil. there is no such thing as evil, evil is the abscence of good.
to you, what u are doing is the right thing to do. if ur in a war, the war is justified because ur fighting for the right cause, your cause. but then, so is your enemy. which cause is the right one? who is, so to speak, "evil"?
when u see someone do something that u think is bad, hes doing it becuz he believes it is right. to him, the things u do are evil.
looking at it religiously and scientifically, we were born with the capacity to do good. if we sin, it is not evil. it is just not the right thing to do. if u steal, u steal becuz u thought it was the right thing to do at that time. if u kill someone, u believed he had to be killed (or it was an accident). scientifically, we do things that we must to survive. we steal becuz we cannot survive without it (or we make ourselves believe we need it.) nowhere in our instincts does it tell us to kill someone or do something bad without just reason. that is y we have a conscience. for if u do something bad, we can justify it to ourselves, making us believe it was the right thing to do.
someone who u see as "evil," is not really evil. tkae for example, hitler. im not saying hitler is cool so dont get the wrong idea, but he believed that what he was doing was the right thing to do, that he had to do it. so he did. of course, the rest of the world didnt agree and there was a war.
so in short, i dont believe evil exists. even someone who u see as evil still does a good thing every now and then.
episode 3: pimpin the dress shirt
05.20.05 (12:56 pm) [edit]thats right. sengu is pimpin in the white dress shirt. lol
and now, thats not what star wars was called.
star wars!! i saw it on wednesday, at midnight. it was awesome. left at 930, waited till midnight. great excellent movie. the only word i can describe it with: epic. he commits mass genocide!!! im seein it again on saturday.
what im doin
05.17.05 (2:35 pm) [edit]man ive been busy. between work, school, drivers ed, gettin my permit, playin around with the video camera, playin monopoly, and goin to the movies (unleashed was awesome, and star wars tomorow!!! woot!), ive been busy as hell.
on the flip side, i finally found out what im doin after school. only about 30 days, and a year left till im done. i didnt know at first, and debated for a very long time (about 3 years), sometimes causing emotional distraughtness (did i use that work right?) anyways, after school im gonna wait a year while i try and find a job in my trade (which is computers) if i do, and i dont like it, or it i cant find one, im gonna go to college for psychology. well, of course im gonna try to do that online poker tournie which i can win a trip to the championship tournie like that moneymaker guy. worth a shot right? at least?
a new post
05.13.05 (1:12 pm) [edit]ive been gone for some time. of course, not incredibly long. u could say im on very little, less often that id like to be. ive been busy with my friend playin around with his camera, makin dumb movies. spontaneous camera! woot! lol. part funny, part stupid, part stupid-funny.
and ive been constantly playing monopoly every day! very fun. well, work soon. cya
the new lineup
05.08.05 (10:14 am) [edit]for those of u who watch adult swim, ul know what im talkin about. for those of u who dont, i suggest u start watchin it.
next week, samurai champloo and metropolis! ive seen the first 2 episodes of samurai champloo, and may i say that it is excellent. unlike anything uve seen so far, and a very good action show. cant wait for it to start. and metropolis just looks insane. that shoudl be a very good movie.
also, ive heard that s.CRY.ed and the inuyasha movie is gonna be on. ive read scryed, and those books were awesome. cant wait to see that series.
and on toonami this fall, theres supposed to be Naruto and IGPX. Naruto!!! that manga is also excellent. IGPX was a short 5 episode miniseries on toonami. only about 25 min long entirely. wanted to see more.
Dreams in a Pie- download that
changing lives
05.03.05 (4:35 pm) [edit]hello to all! i know no one really cares, but im back from a week or so hiatus. ive been busy with work, new games, and a personality change. its weird.
yea thats right. a personality change. its happened 3 times so far. once when i left 3rd grade, and again when i left 8th grade. and once again this past saturday. i cant really describe it tho. its like its always been me, but not. u could call it something liek maturing as we all do, but i literally woke up like this. and its like nothing happened. i have no idea why, or how it happened. or what happened to make it happen. im still the same me at heart, but... idk. i cant explain it.
yea it was awesome! yesterday we played basketball and scattergories! it was me, my friend, my friends hot next door neighbor and her friend. but ehr friend was incredibly good, so we all got our asses kicked. badly. and then she left, but there was another friend and we played scattergories. what really made me happy was i learned that she was one of my old friends from 1st grade turned into a hot chick. we were friends, i had her number and we hung out sometimes. but i was like 7. now shes kinda hot. so thats good for me. and today we played basketball and monopoly. the same girl kicked our asses again. lol. and then we played football! thats my time to shine! no ass kicked for sengu!
and now i have proof that NO ONE listens to me. ever. in school, whenever someone says a sentence begining with "why" i always say becuz u touch urself at night! and i must have said it 12 times that one day. but only one person heard me. my friend told me i had paint on my elbow, i washed it off but there were no paper towels. so i dried it on his shirt. he didnt notice. i told him, but he still didnt know! wtf?? and even today, i said a few thigns on tblog which no one heard. u ahevt o read it!!! thats not cool