the 5 things
06.29.05 (4:18 am) [edit][u] 5things [/u]
A Lifetime:
10 years ago: i was 7, other than that i dont remember
5 years ago: i was 12, entered a middle school and decided to change my image.
1 year ago: 16, 2nd step to changing my image. now i am me haha
Yesterday: hung out with my cousins, then my friends. played ping pong and hung out with a kid i dont like, just cuz he randomly starts hanging out with us.
Today: i have to go to the high school for my town to get working papers cuz aparently i need them to work. not my high school either
Tomorrow: i have no idea
5 Snacks I Enjoy:
1) anything chocolate
2) chips
3) cookies
4) ice cream
5) pretzels
5 Songs I Know All The Words To:
1) Strangers- wolfs rain OST
2) Cold- crossfade
3) Take a Picture- filter
4) Smells like teen spirit- nirvana
5) City Hall- Tenacious D
5 Things I Would Do With $100,000,000:
1) live the way i want
2) buy a nice mansion/house
3) start my production company
4) never work again
5) anything i damn well pleased
5 Locations I`d Like to Run Away To:
1) canada
2) japan
3) ireland
4) somewhere abck in time
5) idk
5 Bad Habits I Have:
1) when bored, i am annoying and an ass
2) when someone makes me mad, i try my hardest to make them mad at me
3) i talk about myself too much
4) im lazy
5) im a procastinater (spl?)
5 Things I like Doing:
1) listening to music
2) riding bike
3) hanging out with friends
4) watching anime
5) reading
5 Things I Would Never Wear:
1) anything black
2) a belt
3) i guess thats it?
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5 T.V. Shows I Like:
1) Lost
2) Wolf's Rain
3) Family Guy
4) Trigun
5) Samurai Champloo
5 Movies I Like:
1) Princess Mononoke
2) Almost Heroes
3) Nausicaa:in the valley of the wind
4) Labyrinth
5) Cowboy Bebop: the movie
5 Famous People I'd like to Meet:
1) Takeru Kobayashi- the hot dog eating champ
2) Hayoa Miyazaki- greatest movie producer/writer/director ever
3) Tom cruise- hes the man lol
4) chris farley
5) seth mcfarland
5 Biggest Joys at the Moment:
1) lol my hair is golden yellow now
2) cant wait for friday movies!
3) im gonna eat breakfast when im done with this
4) im watchin Almost Heroes, funny movie
5) im gonna play Disgaea when im done
5 Favorite Toys:
1) xbox
2) ps2
3) cd player
4) my wallscrolls
5) poseable spiderman action figures!
i lifted this from Daikuso, so if u want to lift this gotta give him credit
a-z
06.27.05 (5:21 pm) [edit]this thing i stole from princessperky, so give her credit not me
a little bit of me from a-z
A-age- 17
B- band- incubus
c- crush- evileye! lol we're tmarried
d- dads name- glenn
e- easiest person to talk to- friend blake
f- favorite ice cream- strawberry
g- gummy bears or worms?- i like bears
h- hometown- stratford
i- instruments- also used to be clarinette
j- junior high- wooster
k- kids- none
l- longest car ride ever- 4 hours
m- moms name- theresa
n- nicknames- pimp?
o- one wish- to be able to travel back in time
p- phobias- heights, being locked in a small space, touching insects, the dark
q- quote from you- "live the way you want to live, not the way your supposed to. then you'l be truly happy." "if this is a dream, don't wake me" -not from me
r- reason to smile- there is no reason not to
s- song u sang last- echo by incubus
t- time you woke up today- 10:17
u- unknown fact about me- i just bleached my hair not 20 min ago
v- vegetables you hate- i dont like peas
w- worst habit- when im bored, im very annoying. like, friendship destroying annoying
x- xray u had foot, hand, chest
y- years since u been to a religious place- like 2 months
z- zodiac sign- gemini
forest
06.27.05 (5:35 am) [edit]well, im finally home. i was at my friends house since saturday mornin, who lives a couple towns away. we went hiking on some forest/mountain thing. hot, buggy, and a dum idea. but hey, we had to go. like 3 hours of walking. then we went to walmart.
well, that story is comin up soon. im workin on it lol
a story
06.24.05 (5:20 am) [edit]On sunday night, Jim Elota entered the house. He had not been there for 2 days because of work (and work related events), and he welcomed the familiar smells. Smells which could not be described as anything tangible, but familiar nonetheless. Quietly he walked into the kitchen. The room was dark. Hesitantly, he flicked on the lights and put his coat on the table. Jim hesistated because he...he welcomed the dark. Not to say he hated light, or that he enjoyed the dark more. Its just he did not want to see something that would jog a bad memory or create one. He had a feeling, and when Jim Elota had a feeling it was usually correct. He hesitated a second more, then quickly flicked the lights on. The room was dimly lit because one of the bulbs was out, but he could still clearly see the note on the counter. His eyes focused on the note for 2, 3 seconds, and then darted away to the fridge. There was leftover steak in the fridge, and it Jim knew it would be a welcome friend to his stomach. Hungry as he was, he couldn't bring himself to open the Refridgerator door. His thoughts focused on the note. Jim did not want to read the note. He knew it said something bad. Well, he didn't [i]know[/i] it said something bad, but he had a feeling it did. And when Jim Elota has a feeling, it is usually correct.
The note was written in his wife's handwriting, so naturally Jim suspected the worse. He and his wife were not really on good terms. Jim knew it wasn't his fault. IT wasn't his wife's fault, either. Well, not entirely. Jim had a suspician that his wife was cheating on him. He picked up the note and read it to himself. His left eye twitched, and he cringed slightly. Apparently, his wife was out with some friends. I say apparently, because there was a reasonable doubt if this was really a "friend" or an affair. I don't know much of the details, but lets just say when Jim Elota suspected something, it was hard for him to think about it any other way. He grabbed some of the leftover steak that was in fridge, put it on a plate and set it in the microwave.
As he waited, he stared at the note. A small little ember burned inside of him. It seemed as though each time he breathed in, it fanned the ember. This ember was not a normal ember, and certainly not a fire ember. That would just be preposterous. This was an ember which seemed to be... alive. Jim Elota was not familiar with this ember. The ember knew things. It knew things Jim knew, it knew things Jim did not know, and it knew things Jim had only thought he knew but was not entirely certain at which he knew them or not. The microwave beeped, and Jim snapped out of his daze. He couldn't be certain, but Jim thought he had heard a voice. This was also preposterous, because he was alone in the house and hsi wife was not expected back for another 3 hours (if she came back at all). But there are things which Jim did not understand, and there are things which he did not believe. This was something that was a little of both, but what Jim did not know is that he did hear a voice, and this voice was not a kind voice at all.
It would be quite some time before he heard the voice again. He was sitting on the couch, half asleep, staring at the television. I would like to say he was watching a rerun of an old show he used to watch when he was a kid, or at least a cooking show (for reasons I do not know, Jim liked cooking shows). But no, Jim just stared at the television. It was off, black, darkened, and otherwise not turned on. Although his eyes were on the television, it seemed he stared past it, beyond to an imaginary show that played. One that he knew all to well. He watched his wedding. The one happy day he and his wife spent together, laughing, surrounded by friends. A good day, in his belief. The last of the few he had ever known. He loathed that day. He loathed that day, and all the other days like it. He wished that he never had one of those days. Then, maybe he wouldn't feel so bad right now. Having never known such days, he can't wish for them to return right? [i]Right[/i] he agreed, and closed his eyes to sleep. Not a second later they opened, and quite fast at that. He...didn't agree with himself. Something else did. And what more, it spoke again.
Your know what? im tired. il write the rest next time. and im drawin a blank. dam tv
what are you
06.21.05 (11:28 am) [edit]Is there an Indelible line that seperates insanity from sanity? A belief which is not yours is viewed as wrong, a point of view that is considered insane is one that you do not share. Why is it that we have such rules in our society? Rules not governed by law or morality, but by instinct?
If i believe, does it mean it exists? If i dont believe, does it mean it doesnt? What makes me right? What makes me wrong? What makes me, me?
off
06.18.05 (10:48 am) [edit]i just got home from work, and boy i am hungry. im gonna go get somethin to eat now ::leaves for 5 min::
well, anyways.like i said, i saw batman begins. excellent movie.playin ddr, blah blah blah and the like. i can do standard mode and not die! i still get like D and one time, a C grades on it. i have to practice more. ive also been playin more FF7. now that i have a ps2, i can play again. it didnt work on my regular ps. i gave up on devil may cry 3 for a while. now im on to my next challenge: gettin a gold chocobo! easy to do, but it takes about 10 hours!!!! bastards.
my life is very dull right now. it just feels off. i didnt even know what day it was yesterday. and when i went to work, it felt like ive been gone for weeks. even tho it was only 5 days. somethings just... off. i wish it would rain
i dont know
06.17.05 (12:20 pm) [edit]well, today i saw batman begins. awesomest movie incredibly good. i need to fight like that now lol. il just lunge at ur head and beat the crap out of them lol. (if u see the movie, ul understand). it was very good.
well, alls going good for now. i wanna ask the girl out, but im gonna wait like a week for War of the Worlds, cuz she keeps saying she really wants to see that. i got her # tho wo0t! lol good luck for me on that. now we're playin ddr again. shes good. im not very good :(. im good at light mode, but not standard. at least im not beginner!!!
schools almost over. 1 more day. i skipped today for batman, but the last day is a party. i need to bring soda. the 25th we go to my friends house to sleep over, huge party thing. more ddr! so this is like practice. well, thats about it
sigh
06.14.05 (1:42 pm) [edit]sigh... kinda depressed right now. dont know why. well, i know why but i dont feel like discussing it. (not DEPRESSED depressed, just kinda down). i just kinda wish something would happen. ive been waiting and waiting and waiting, but alas, nothing. im tryin to make it happen myself, but its hard. im setting a cutoff date! but what would be the appropriate punishment to motivate me? hm...
a+
06.13.05 (4:32 pm) [edit]a+ certification, that is. incredibly hard test for computer hardware and software knowledge in the field. around $200 to take, and u must score an 85 to pass. thats just intimidating. well, i might have to chance to take it for free! some psuedo-scholarship thing from the principal. thign is, too many people may have signed up for it. but i need this. lucks on that!
floccinaucinihilipitation
06.12.05 (7:33 am) [edit]lol i just saw that commercial not 3 seconds ago. theres a spellling bee, and the kid has to spell that word. even the announcer cant say it right lol. htats the best word ever.
anyways, i have a cellphone now! im not sure if i posted this already, but its still awesome!!!! i need more numbers. im gonna use that famous line,
"hey gimme ur number"
[i]why?[/i]
"uh.... cuz ur hot?"
lol strangely, it works mostly with girls u know. not too much the random strangers tho
hard things
06.10.05 (12:20 pm) [edit]what i meant with that whole not being able to tell thing, was that my friend has been best friends with her for a long time, and hes liked her as well. i didnt wanna risk my friendship with him over that, cuz hes like my best friend. well anyways, he said he was cool with it so now im goin for it. normally, its no big deal. but this girl is like mucho intimidation for me. its gonna be a toughie.
and the other hard thing... devil may cry 3. i hate it, thats how hard it is. its a good game, but i keep dying only on level 3!!!! and they mock u. after u die so many times they unlock easy mode for u. thats uncool
madness
06.08.05 (9:12 am) [edit]so i gots my games. i got
Musashi: samurai legend, which is incredibly good i love it.
chaos legion, good game
Unlimited Saga, sucks, dont get it. it was only 9 bucks
Phantom Brave, also a good game
Altier Iris wasnt in yet!!!! they said next week. so now i ahve to wait. and i got my memory card, and the nausicaa manga came. all good
::sigh:: have u ever loved someone, but u cant tell them, just be with them? its good enough, but u cant stop thinking about them when ur apart, and how u might never be able to be with them. i cant stand it. its not pain, or sadness, but incredible wanting. so much u feel like u would give absolutely anything and everything to have it. you dont think of anything but them. anything u see will remind u of them, even if it has nothing to do with anything about them. every single second apart is an eternity, but every single second together is torture. its like your friends, and u hang out and talk and fool around, but u feel so much more and u want to know if they do too, but u cant ask. i love this feeling, but i hate feeling it. its madness
what i got (i said remember that)
06.03.05 (1:18 pm) [edit]lol. so anyways, i got a ps2! like i wanted. its the new mini one, its awesome. and i got devil may cry 3, and the nausicaa manga i wanted. but no memory card!!! cant save. it sux. tommorow mall, more games