i been gone
10.19.05 (7:38 am) [edit]once again, im letting u all know im not dead. and here, i was forced to make a myspace. check me out,
http://www.myspace.com/sdxpimp" title="http://www.myspace.com/sdxpimp" target="_blank"http://www.myspace.com/sdxpim... yea thats me
who i be
10.15.05 (12:08 pm) [edit]to all of u who read my last post, i was kidding. id never cheat on anyone, i dont "broaden my options", i dont do anything like that lol. im not like that. i may be pimp, but im not [i]a[/i] pimp. yes, it is a difference!
i went to Smiles entertainment center last night, for lock-in. they lock the door, from 12am-6 and u play stuff for free. mostly, we played pool and ddr. i went with my 2 best friends and my gf. so yea! it was fun. whats not fun? getting 3 hours of sleep then going to work.
dont get it
10.10.05 (4:30 pm) [edit]i dont get it. i really dont.
for a while now, as u all should know, i had a problem with a certain person. this person, ive said ive been in love with and i had alot of really melancholy days, days when i was really sad and wanted to be with her no matter what. eventually, it got so bad i decided to stop liking her, which is hard. and it was very hard, till i met someone else. now, shes my gf and ive forgotten all about the original girl.
so finally, i am happy. but now, no one else is. why?
my friend is dealing with issues involving her bf and breaking up for his reasons, making her sad. my other friend is confused on i dont know what. my cuzin is sad she has no one and everyone else does. and theres alot more. its liek, my sadness makes everyone else happy. my happiness causes sadness to others. i shouldnt think of it this way, but it seems like that to me.
i dont get it...
and another thing- my cuzin is having a 'party' thing. i use the '' because shes not the type to really have those kind of parties. but the thing is, her friend wants me to be there becuz she likes me. but i have a gf already! of course, i would never cheat on anyone, let alone her. but... is it already cheating if i know what the intents are? it doesnt feel right...
here
10.01.05 (2:29 pm) [edit]dont forget about me... lol im sorry every1 im still here! advent children... good
sleep... good
lol i need both.
im late for my date!